to be alive or to feel alive
Dear Bee, This is gotta be the good life, right? That’s what I’m striving towards: happy, happy, happy, free, free, free. I never knew what that really meant until I started understanding the...
View ArticleCertainty of Misery vs. Misery of Uncertainty
Dear Bee, Today, my professor actually used that quote in talking about her own experiences in working with individuals processing trauma. It resonated with my entire class. The doubt and skepticism to...
View ArticleI think I’m going to show this blog to my boyfriend…?
Dear Bee, It is very interesting how these letters have evolved in content since the beginning stages. Sometimes I reread the previous entries just for reference: my gratitude is overwhelming. I put in...
View ArticleFood and Mortality
Dear Bee, I want to sit here and complain how much yesterday sucked food-wise. How in my head I felt. How I just wanted to eat all the foods and how annoyed I felt that I didn’t have that opportunity....
View Articlegood morning.
Dear Bee, After feeling really dejected the other day about my future and what I had in store for me, yesterday again showed me that I am on the right path and reinforced my avid belief that everything...
View ArticleIntuitition vs. Compulsion
Compulsion The force of needing to do something rather than wanting to do something. I struggle with compulsion. I It’s not just an eating disorder- although that would be an easy diagnosis to wrap...
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